全身到脚都是不习惯

不习惯 是因为习惯的东西没了

一大早起来再也不是面对着墙壁
因为没了那个把我挤去墙边的她

一大早没了想/能吵醒的人
因为没了那个被我吵醒的对象
也因为我会比较迟睡，醒的也比较迟

没能一大早用臭嘴亲人
因为她的那张脸颊再也不在身边
同时也少了被弄得满脸口水的她的哀怨声

想抱的时候只剩下枕头抱枕
因为她现在不在我身边
抱枕或枕头也无法与我拥抱

没了那只能紧紧牵着握着的手
要对不起我的手掌了
这段时间要让他孤独一下了

吃了花生酱面包满嘴花生气味
也不知道要熏陶谁呢

坐在家里心里全是一些不好受
虽然空气变凉快了许多
虽然身边的空间比较大了
虽然回到了自己的一开始

可是我真的不习惯！！
因为短短的2个月时间
你让我彻底的习惯了
没有你在身边 我真的 真的 不知道
可是我只能期待 期待时间赶快过去
只要她过得好好的 我就会开心了
希望冬天快点到来 我们就能见面了

我真的泪了

意外吧？
什么男生流血不流泪
全被我抛之九霄云外了
我真的快受不了了 近乎崩溃！！
我看只有睡觉能缓和对你的想念
素不知睡梦中可能会再想你
怎么就这么难受啊！！
这就是我6月23犯下的错么？
既然知道有可能去台湾还坚持表白？
现在弄得两个人心里都不好受
刚在回你的简讯的时候鼻子酸酸的
然后眼睛有点沉沉重重的~
眨眼间 感觉到整个眼眶湿了
现在在打着这些的时候 那感觉又来了
我到底是在干嘛？怎么突然又放不下了？
早上和Dino他们吃早餐的时候还好好的
还说什么前途最重要 可是...现在...
难道我的前途就要用幸福要替换？
然后还牺牲掉了对方的青春在等我？
我怎么...我怎么就...我无语！！
之前屡次说她对我多么的自私
现在才察觉 其实 我才是自私的那个
况且人家还是女生诶 酱霸占着是怎样？
唉~我只能 对不起 对不起 对不起
却像一个瘸子一样对赛跑只有爱莫能助...
最后


莹莹，对不起！！

热泪盈眶！我终于体验到

热泪盈眶...以前只能在小说中看到的字眼
我体验到了...虽然不是真的那么夸张
可是眼睛就有一些些的湿了
好感动..谢谢Small Jeff,Dino,Ivan,Ady,Ah Bing,Yann Lee,水粿,Soon Yan,Kwan,Andy,毅勇,Wallance,Gabriel,Wan Er,Michelle,Yee Cheng,Michael,Joeey,Tracie,Jane,Kit Ying,Carine,小姐 n her fren tat i dun reli noe her name,Michelle's fren,lakeside遇到的雨城,Benny and my gal...Ying Ying =)
although some of them left after the dinner...
although some of them i dun reli noe them...even small Jeff oso duno...
although some of them join oni after the meal...
but still feel so grateful 2 u alll...
i nvr hv such a feel b4...NVR EVER...
i wont 4get those thg happen in tiz 2 month time...
i gt more new fren...(although i hv a lot dy XP)
i feel how nice it was 2 work in group...
i found out assignment wasnt tat horrible den wad the others told me =)
Socio assignment was reli great...1st time challenge...
den was the Basic English Role play...quite a funny 1...
although i left 2 Ying Ying hz tat day...
i noe few of u wasnt happy v wad i did tat time...sry...
after tat we hv our radioplay...we plan...keep chging...
thx Ivan for writing the script...it was wonderful...
and...Dino u r reli pro in music searching...can b DJ nx time XD
and Small Jeff...erm...wad shall i praise abt u...?hehe...gud management??wakaka
The Killer...the result of everyone hardwork...23/25...
but its sad 2 say bye...bye to everyone...
if thr reli hv the radioplay competition...i couldnt join dy...haiz
hope the 1 who take over me can ply tiz character well..=)
arrr...my thg all packed jor...feel...duno hw 2 explain...
hope everythg will b fine for me after i go bck Muar...
if gt the chance...b4 i leave M'sia...
I'll!!I Will!!come Kampar again...
n even when i bck from Taiwan...i'll do so 2...
i love tiz place bcoz of its scenery...although didnt hv cinema n shopping complex...
but isnt it easier lifestyle??haha

打了那么多我才发现...不知不觉中从华文开始变成英文结束=3=

FRENSHIP 4EVER!!

借宿她家

嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿
这几天晚上我的房间都是暗漆漆的
（废话！难道晚上你开灯睡觉？）
我应该要说晚上房里没半点气息
（别告诉我你睡觉时会窒息？）
屁啦~最近都睡她家~~~~~~~~~~~~~·嘿嘿
有时候我在想，那么早就做这些
类似可以说是同居的事情..会不会太...
那到时候结婚后不是没事干？
然后可以开盘打2个人的麻将？哈哈
可是这一切的发生~是因为啥？
因为我就要走到遥远的台北？
（远个头啦~几小时飞机瓜好像）
不重要，我只是很喜欢那种
早上起来爱人在身边的感觉
晚上一起不睡觉玩通宵的感觉
现在因为这样使得我渐渐变得有些依赖
怎么办捏？怎么办捏？那到时候我去台湾
不是要找一个充气玩偶抱着睡觉？哈！
船到桥头自然直，白担心那么多还是没用~
先去冲凉了~~~~期待等下的夜市~~！！！

Starting 2 countdown?!!=.=

since it fixed on the 3rd of Sept
since everythg gao dim jor
since my parent 1 agree 1 disagree
since i ady told jor my fren
since n since n since
it does mean im going, no more choice
although my dad still say tat
if i wan 2 stay,still can do so
mean he dun mind i spend such a lot of money
on flight on VISA n those U's stuff
but no matter how,these jz a small amount
compare v my expenses in taiwan
am i doing a wrong decision
am i a unfilial?my dad darm old dy
keep dyeING his hair 2 looks younger
actually he going 2 pencen 3 years more if im nt wrong
tats mean after it i nid 2 pay 4 my sis's studies
summore weekend he nid 2 go 2 wrk
2 earn more few hundred bucks for me
whhhhhhhhhhh...hope i study well
dun let him down,earn more for him
but everyone noe la,i could write anythg here
blah blah blah n blah blah blah
but duno whether can i do it~haiz